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|Sunday, November 28th, 2004|
My life isn't the same lately... I know it's strange for me to be getting personal but I don't care anymore because I really want to get this out, I have epilepsy, and it is affecting my life, a lot. I can't watch flashing lights, I can't drive and it's driving me crazy, I'm sick and tired of being tired of being treated dofferently, it's just not fair and now, I don't know what page I'm on with a certain someone who use to be a good friend, I still think their a good friend but I don't know what page I'm on with them at all... I feel like my life is breaking apart, and I really need someone to talk to, and well tomorrow I think I'll see the only person I can really talk to at the moment... nobody's online and well... you know, life is just hard and I wish that I was "normal" like I use to be... Current Mood: depressed
|Wednesday, July 21st, 2004|
Well, I don't think I have really posted anything lately, so i might as well post somethign now. Monday night, I went swimming (which wasn't planned, was it Jody?). Jody and I went swimming with our normal clothes on while Tiff and Nicole just sat on the beach watching lol. Tiff and I was in Gander today and we was going to get our pics down but the missy was contary or something so we never got them done. Anyways, I saw Matt and his dad. The first time I ever saw Matt's dad was today and I've know Matt for over ten years. Now that is quite amazing, lol. I met his brother (Zack) and his sister (Vanessa) it was pretty cool. I saw Matt's mum last week for the first time in three years and his other brother, Pat. It's great to see old friends. But it's hard to say goodbye. I misses Sylvia and Mandi, and Ryan's leaving at the end of this month and Jody's leaving in September btu I know God will be there with me and I will keep all of my friends in prayer. I just want all of my friends to know that I love them and I will always be there for them. NEVER FORGET THAT ANYBODY!!!! well I must be off..... byez!!
|Saturday, July 17th, 2004|
I had been thinking a lot lately about my friends, and how lucky I am to have such great ones. But the best friend that I have is Jesus. He is so amazing and so Wonderful. I have been having a hard time lately with some of my friends leaving and I'm in a fight with a friend *not a friend anymore, but all I can do for them is pray* I pray to God all the time thanking him for everything he's done and given me. He has always helped me through all of my problems.... I just wanted to let everybody know that I love Jesus so much and he's my best friend.
Life, is hard but wonderful and I take God for everything because without the bad times, I wouldn't be able to appreiate the good times, so I cherish ever moment of my life..
Whenever I feel down, I normally pray or read my bible which always makes me feel better...
God has blessed me with other great friends, here on earth and I love them all, I love everybody even if they aren't my friends, and I'm praying for everyone!
|Friday, June 4th, 2004|
|Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004|
|In the computer room ....
Lunch Times in the computer room, I'm sure gonna miss some of these people next year! It's just not gonna be the same without certain people next year *CRIES* ! Anyways, there's two people in here who's "not" going out and they seem like they are ... lol so what's new? hehe! Anyways, *somebody* is acting real dunce .. lol ... anyways must go, I am that bored.. I got math and french next OH WHAT A BORING DAY! Oh, oh, oh CANADIAN IDOL STARTED AGAIN! Can't wait until the night! byez!!!!
|Thursday, May 27th, 2004|
This is just something Jody did and I wanted to try it out
|Wednesday, May 26th, 2004|
Here I am, in my favourite class, with my assignment done, in which I wasn't planning on doing, but I did. I this that this assignment was the most horrible one we did this whole year! Over all, the projects we did was good. My favourite one would have to be the X-Files one. Jody, Todd, Samantha and I was in it. LOL. I took the story of when we got chased and the buddy who chased us was a monster( it's X-Files) so... haha, but the teacher(Mr.Williams) well he lost it. I never got it back! Only two people passed it in, and I wants to know what I got. I think that he said something about I got 80 something. Oh well, I might pass it in again... well gotta go bye!
|Thursday, May 20th, 2004|
Okay so I let off my stream and Now Im hyper. I had chocolate so you knows.... I gets hyper on water so anyways, tomorrow school, oh great!!!!!!! lol not really, it's the most boring day, day 2, I mean math, science and french!!!!!! awwwwwwwwww, what a crappy day!!! anyways, at least I'm happy heathly(besdies for this flu) and well anyways I'm just happy to have what I got, and I have to thank Jesus for everything!!!! I LOVE YOU JESUS! Anyhow, I got some homework to do so I must be signing off okay? bye!!!!!!!
Desiree Current Mood: hyper
|Bye Bye Jasmine!!!
last night on AI Jasmine went. I was so mad!! But she is still the best and if she gets a CD out you can be sure that I will be buying it. Jasmine Rules!!!!!!!!!!
Desiree Current Mood: angry
It's just a BORING Thrusday night with nothing much to do. Mum and dad are gone out so ya know, well I really want to do something EXCITING but tomorrow night will be GREAT, in church worshipping God is the best thing ever! Giving your heart to the Lord is the best decision that anyone can make. Even my unsaved friend, Ryan, agrees with me.
Oh, what a interesting topic came across today in writing, socks, speaking of which I always where odd socks!!! Oh, yeah and lunchtime... gross.... anyways, must just go cause really I'm just going on with nothing that important now... Well bye!
I LOVE JESUS!!!
|Tuesday, May 18th, 2004|
I just felt the need to write a poem...
The most loving love,
Comes from my heavenly father above,
He's the one who gave me life,
And he's the one who sent somebody to stop my from stabbing myself with a knife,
My heavenly father is so great,
And I have decided to live my life as a saint,
Because my love for God is so strong,
And I know having God in my life, nothing will go totally wrong,
Now I may have some bad days,
But the they comes, I'll show my happy ways,
Because for being happy there is so many reasons,
I know that God loves me each and every day of the four seasons,
I know that nothing matter where I go,
If I ask God do he love me, he won't reply with a "No,"
Because God loves everyone so very much,
And I love him with my whole heart even during, breakfast, supper and lunch,
But there is so many of my friends who don't know God,
And because I love him, they call me odd,
But that isn't going to ever change my christian ways,
Because I'm gonna love God all of my days!
Well, there's my peom. I said I'd be back later and I came back with a poem By: ME! I just love God so much!!!!!!! Praying for ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|I'm in writing class
Homework, I have so many poems to type up for this, and I hope I get a good mark, after all I do deserve for all the time I've spent on this.
Also, I read about a poetry contest and you can enter at : www.poetry.com you can submitt any kind of poem. I'm thinking about submitting one of my christian based poems... that's if I enters. I know somebody who should submit theirs....
But further more, I think that I am a changed person like totally. Ever sense our awesome C.A weekend I really feel that I have totally grown closer to God and that is so good. I just love him so much, he is the best. He's the one who gave me life and I am going to spend it serving him because he deserves it, actually he deserves better than that but what more can I give? He has my heart and my life and he will always have that because I will always love him and I'll always be a christian because it is the best way to live life. For those of you who don't believe in God, then you are sooooooooooooooooooo wrong. He is real, very real. And he answers prayers and he is just so amazing. I mean come on, I have proof that he have answered prayers for me like when my brother got saved, when Jody and I became friends again I mean Our God Is An Awesome God, and I don't care what anybody says about it because I have decided to follow Jesus! Those who don't know Jesus, than you don't know what your missing out on, it's just so amazing to feel his presence...
You have so much to thank God for I mean he has given you life and he is always there, he hears your ever word, knows how many hairs on your head you got... he is just so good. God is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways people, my friends, whoever I'm praying for you all because I want everybody to learn what I have learned so well.
I gotta catch yas later because I have some more to do but I'll be back later on byez!!! xoxoxoxo
|Monday, May 17th, 2004|
Crystal just finished eatting(like a piggie).. it was a sandwich and it looked nasty.. ewwwwwwww ... and she says, "It was running," and she also says that she didn't like it lol... anyways.....
The Swan tonight, just can't wait!!! hehe anyhow gotta go... byez!
Jump5 Lover Always,
|Wednesday, May 5th, 2004|
|Just Another Day.....
It's just another boring boring day with nothing that much to do but be bored.. lol... yeah. American Idol tonight.... hehe. I just can't wait. Hehe. I got writing next. yeah. That's something to forward to because it is my fave class. I sure hope we don't get our papers back because I think that I didn't do too well this time. So, I'm worried. Then after that I got Canadian Geography.. I don't want to see my test that we did yesterday... -_-''.... Nothing much really to say so.. that's all for now...
Desiree... A JUMP5 lOVER 4EVA!!
|Monday, May 3rd, 2004|
|The Weekend Was ..... AWESOME!!!!
This weekend past must of been the best weekend ever. I really felt the presence of God and it was really great.
It was our C.A. weekend and I think it was the best one yet,(although this was only the second one I went to, but still it was great!)
Pastor Angela and her drama team from Port De Grave was down to our church and Pastor A sure knows how to preach. She's an awesome preacher and she sure knows how to get her point across. She's a really nice person too.
Her drama team was great! They was truely devoted to serving God, which I think is so good.
This weekend really changed a lot of people, myself included. I have decided to try to be a nicer person and I have decided to stop saying things about people because I won't get to heaven that way and because it can hurt people's feelings.
This weekend was really great and I wouldn't change it for all the money in the world.
It was also really funny. Jody, Jenny, Mandi and I had a small part in the drama. You see, this guy from Port De Grave was displayed as Jesus and we was all sitting at our tables,( we had to be apart from each other..) And when Ivan(this guy from Port De Grave) ran to Jesus we had to run too. I was a little nervous but I knew that God would help me, he is amazing.
Well, that's all for now.. gotta go.. God Bless..
"Why Do I Do The Things I Do? Lord, Everyday Is Showing Me Something New!
|Thursday, April 29th, 2004|
|just not my week...
this just isn't my week, well for my faves on reality shows anyways, John Stevens is gone on A.I- that sux, and he had such a good voice, he was the only male on there I actually liked(no I'm not lizzy either!) I'm going to miss you John!!! I love your singer and On Surivor, Shii- Ann is gone!!!! That is so not fair, she was so cool, and now she is gone! I'm gonna miss you Shii-Ann!! gotta go...
John Stevens and Shii-Ann fan forever!!!
(Jump5 is still the best tho^_^)
|Wednesday, April 21st, 2004|
|I'm In Art Tech
yup, just being bored in school got my work done again so what else is there to do? Go on the net!!! Hehe! Anyways I got Science after recess THAT SUCKS! Anyways, yesterday I got my hair dyed.. okay not really but it was kinda funny. Jody hit my up side the head with Tiffany's Gel Pen book, and it burst on my head. The oil stuff went over my hair and over the walls. It was funny. But Jody put water on it by putting my head under a sink tap, and it kinda came out then but last night when I got home from Tiffany's and got a shower so now you can't see it.. I think.lol. So anyways, YAY TORONTO WON!
Tonight American Idol comes on, and I hope George goes. Jasmine is the best! John is the best guy!
Diana is cool too!
Anyways... thats all for now.. Peace Out!
Gotta Catch Ya Later(bets and worst eppy of Pocket Monster, aka: Pokemon)
|Tuesday, April 13th, 2004|
|American Idol Tonight
Well, Tonight is Tuesday again and American Idol comes on yay! (GO JAS!!)
It;s a nice sunny day out now and I'm soon going for a walk to the Post Office and down the store. My dad has the car so I guess I'm stuck walking. Oh well, it doesn't borther me because I probably would of walked anyways on such a great beautiful day like today. Thank you God, for giving me life anf for giving me a great family and great friends and a home.... I know that sometimes I do complain about oh I don't have this and blah blah but I shouldn't. I got Jesus in my heart, I got a lovely chruch to go and worship him, I got the greatest friends and family. Life is great! Well, my words are short so off I go...
Gotta Catch Ya Later
Desiree Current Mood: giggly
|Saturday, April 10th, 2004|
|Just Aother Boring Day
-I was bored
Okay, this day has been so long. but anyways I can't wait til Monday. THE SWAN. Yay that is such a cool show. N school for the next week so I guess that good. Okay, so it is good. A week away from Math and Science is great! English? Well, I love to write and I can do that home so yay!!!!!!! WEEK OFF. But that isn't the meaning of Easter. Jesus died on a cross for us....for our sins. I love Jesus so much! Well, I don't know what to talk about oh yeah, I missed Pokemon today and I was suppose to tape it off...
Gotta Catch Ya Later